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 I see myself standing in a whirlwind of emotions, and I feel unstable. Thank goodness I can run into the shelter of the most high, or else I would be a mess. The Lord is my strength and rock, in the light of that truth everything else crumbles. What am I doing? Am I crazy? What is my purpose for going to Thailand? See the thing is it is not even about me, and that is the truth, yet how quickley the focus can shift towards me. I want to serve,I want to love deeply, I want to dive into a new culture, I desire to invest in peoples lives, I long to possess the heart of the father for the lost. I seek to pray and worship with zeal, even when it is the absolute last thing I want to do. I desire to ABIDE in him, and rest under the shelter of his wings.

 The thought of leaving here this time is extremely harder than all the other times I have left. WHY? Thinking about the next few weeks and what they hold as I love those close to me moves and it breaks me. These are just some thoughts, it is all they are.

dear all...

please keep watching for updates on here. i will be leaving for bangkok thailand on october 29.i know that the date keeps changing for different reasons, but this the real date! i will try to faithfully update this site with stories, thoughts, insights and photos. a  big thank you to everyone for your love and genuine support. i call you blessed.

anita

So... as I was driving home this evening I hit a deer. A big fat deer. It is kind of a sad but humorous story. You see I had my window down, and the head of the deer hit my head while knocking off my side mirror and then fell back and dented in the side of my car... I am fine and no one is hurt, just the deer that I killed. The thing is, I felt something land behind my back and completely thought that it was the deer head, a definite awkward feeling, but no worries, it was only the mirror! So my lovely car ( I think that it is lovely even though it is old) has diminished even more in value. O well I will still sell it. I have been in accidents, I have been in ditches, but I have never hit a deer until now, and honestly it really wasn't a pleasant experience.

Let me see what else is new... I am working like a crazy women, but it is all for a purpose, so it is good.

Something I really miss about India are the roofs to go venture up on, especially in the warm weather.

I miss my dear friends that are in various places far far away.

I know this is truly a random post, but sometimes life needs a little randomness.

I am currently reading the book Organic Church. What a phenomenal book, I am captivated by it. I highly recommend it. If you get a chance read it.

I am so excited about going to sleep in couple of minutes...

"The Lord is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and rich and love. The Lord is good to all, he has compassion on all he has made."

                                                                            Psalm 145:8-9

Beautiful this is. I love this truth.

Father God, your character is radient, I stand in awe of you.

Continue to transform me in your presence, perfect me in your likeness.

May my perspective be expanded and turned from me.

I worship you my lover.